that idiot ken):

sorry yesterday never post cos nvr bring laptop to my another house,went to miit my church friends after that went to pei shan's de birthday went there eat celebrate her birthday after that took beers to drink, but didnt drank much i think thats all for yesterday, today woke up received her msg, called her, went to cut my hair meet joelson and friends at church after that slack awhile at church there bused back home... thats all... and now, i think that if i nvr appeared they will nt have seperated perhaps i should be gone for good, i always do the wrong things, i sucks man): seeing her get hurt so much its really pain i really somehow hate myself i hope she will really feel better soon and i miss the cheerful her when she is watching wrestling i hope she will get cheerful soon, and she is going MIA le, wonder how will life be when she is not there, will kipp posting on do takecares all:( i hope she will spam again real soon:(